September 18th, 2004: Dream 1

I am lost in the darkness in the Antique House. I pass through a series of labyrinth like rooms before entering a room filled with televisions. Televisions of all shapes and sizes cover every wall of the room. I wander the room looking at the images on the televisions. I come to one screen which shows a dark sewr. Goblins come crawling out of the darkness. Their lower legs were steam-powered spider legs. They were crawling towards me.
...the goblins could crawl out of the television...
I start to become scared. Then I stop. I start to shout.
"No more! No more looking into my darkness! No more brooding over my evil! I will not dream like this anymore!"
I turn and leave the Antique House. I come to a deck on the edge of a hill. The horizon is red-orange with the approaching dawn. I sit on the deck and watch the most beautifull sunrise of my life. Tears roll down my cheeks. Reds, yellows, orenges, golds, and blues dance across the sky.
...It is time to fly...
...I move my thoughts and awareness to forget gravity...
I start to float. Once I rise higher than the rails of the deck, I leap over the edge. I rise into the air and begin to preform flips. I automatically smile from the freedom and joy I feel. Then a bone comes hurtling through the clouds below me. It hits me in the head.
"Ouch."
I prepare for more bones but none come. It is now night. I begin to drift to the ground. I can not fly anymore. I can still float though.
"If this is all I can do, then I will be happy till I can do more"